The Journey to Wholeness
Wholeness is something we evolved toward. We are made-up of holographic energy. This is an energy form that can be split or fractured time and time again. Yet each fracture is simply a representation of the whole that first existed. In a holographic fracture no attribute of the originating source is lost. Consider the possibility that this is how we experience energetic individuation in the first place, as holographic fractures from an original source or soul. Therefore, all fractures are also “Soul.”
In the experience of living, we all encounter traumatic experiences that have the potential to cause us to fracture holographically. In healing, it becomes obvious that these souls may need to be restored. This kind of fracturing can occur time and time again anywhere along our life’s timeline.
It appears that there is a threshold of our holographic self that is needed to experience Self-Realization and Full Illumination, to experience advanced states of spiritual growth and attainment. These spiritually advanced states apparently cannot be attained without enough of us energetically present. Wholeness encompasses the idea that once gained, nothing is ever really lost.
- Healing Key #9 Wholeness
I often wondered why no amount of step work or therapy seemed to truly work for me. Sure, I improved. I saw truth. I found glimpses of acceptance as I trudged the path of fixing whatever was wrong with me. I still felt broken. Fractured. Not quite right. Even after 18 months of weekly EMDR I still viewed life and interactions with others through a trauma responsive lens. My mental health continued to deteriorate even though I was treating my trauma physically and mentally. I had to figure out a way to treat it spiritually. To approach it from all sides - mind, body and spirit. But how?
I walked into Alcoholics Anonymous in 2003 as an atheist. I didn’t have an experience that convinced me there was a spiritual world until January of 2011. That was my first experience with the Dead and it wasn’t my last but a relationship with Source? With God? That continued to be a struggle for many years. Relapse was a regular occurrence despite the duffle bag full of 4th steps and a long list of checked off amends. They said the answer was God but the path to get me there didn’t seem to work. It never quite stuck.
It appears that there is a threshold of our holographic self that is needed to experience Self-Realization and Full Illumination, to experience advanced states of spiritual growth and attainment. These spiritually advanced states apparently cannot be attained without enough of us energetically present.
I have found the statements found in Healing Key #9 to be truth. It was not until I started Healing Key Way and started to recover the fragments of self that I started to heal. That I started to truly change and recover.
My experience with the HKW Protocols have put me in contact with my Deepest Wisdom Self. The part of me that has never been born and will never die, that existed prior to time, prior to space and before the Universe manifested. It has given me a new lens in which to view the world and my relationships.
It is quite possibly, the greatest gift I have ever given myself and I am so grateful.
